One isn't necessarily born with courage, but one is born with potential. Without courage, we cannot practice any other virtue with consistency. We can't be kind, true, merciful, generous, or honest. ~Maya Angelou
The beginning and the end are never really the journey of discovery for me. It is the middle that remains a puzzle until well into the writing. That's how life is most of the time, isn't it? You know where you are and where you hope to wind up. It's the getting there that's challenging. ~Anna Quindlan
I woke up this morning, feeling exceptionally grateful for the blessings in my life. The people. The opportunities. The heartaches. The lessons. I cherish them all. They have opened up my eyes. In times of joy and in times of struggle. Pushing me to become softer and wiser And more appreciative of the precious perspective they continue to provide.
The gateways to wisdom and learning are always open, and more and more I am choosing to walk through them. Barriers, blocks, obstacles, and problems are personal teachers giving me the opportunity to move out of the past and into the totality of possibilities. ~Louise Hay
The New York City Marathon is happening today. It brings me back to three years ago. 6am on Staten Island waiting for my corral call full of nerves and anticipation. Wondering if I could pull it off. Would my body give out or would it persevere? It was anyone’s guess. The weather was crisp and the streets were lined with onlookers. Every borough revealed it’s own distinct color. I will never forget soaking in the energy, mile after beautiful mile of this magical city. And after a long and tiring day feeling the satisfaction of testing my limits, overcoming my fears and crossing that beloved finish line.
I remember it well. My first trip to San Francisco at age 17. I peered down from my hotel window, studying the street below. The white light seemed to reflect a brighter existence. The faces of commuters exposed a hint of gratitude and a collective understanding, that life is a little bit easier in this city by the bay. As they hopped onto cable cars to take them downtown, I wondered what it would be like to be a part of this world. In that moment, the seed was planted. and shortly thereafter, I would call this place home.
We understand ourselves, our lives retrospectively. There comes a moment when we finally know what matters and perhaps more important what doesn't, when we see that all the life lessons came not from what we had but from who we loved, and from the failures perhaps more than the successes. ~Anna Quindlan
You can only become truly accomplished at something you love. Don't make money your goal. Instead, pursue the things you love doing, and then do them so well that people can't take their eyes off you. -- Maya Angelou
Off to Australia for a sailing excursion, so no blog posts for a bit. Wishing all Betties a happy weekend!
“There is no perfect fit when you're looking for the next big thing to do. You have to take opportunities and make an opportunity fit for you, rather than the other way around. The ability to learn is the most important quality a leader can have.” ~Sheryl Sandberg
People tend to think that happiness is a stroke of luck, something that will descend like fine weather if you're fortunate. But happiness is the result of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly." ~ Elizabeth Gilbert
“It's funny: I always imagined when I was a kid that adults had some kind of inner toolbox full of shiny tools. The saw of discernment, the hammer of wisdom, the sandpaper of patience. But I grew up and found that life handed you these rusty bent old tools friendships, prayer, conscience, honesty and said 'do the best you can with these, they will have to do'. And mostly, against all odds, they do.” ~Anne Lamotte
Home is where the heart is. It calls us back. Stirring memories of a simpler life. Where time stood still and friendships blossomed. As we eagerly anticipated all of the fun and adventure life would toss our way.
"When we spend our lives waiting until we’re perfect or bulletproof before we walk into the arena, we ultimately sacrifice relationships and opportunities that may not be recoverable. We squander our precious time, and we turn our backs on our gifts, those unique contributions that only we can make. Perfect and bulletproof are seductive, but they don’t exist in the human experience.” ~Brene Brown
A few weeks ago, I decided to leave the safe harbor of a well paying job and strike out on my own. From the moment I declared my independence, I felt those familiar little butterflies that come right before taking a long trek into the wilderness. It's typically well before daybreak, as I lace up my boots, stuff my backpack and try to settle those tiny little wings fluttering inside me. Stepping into the cold, it shocks my system as I trepidatiously make my way into the dark. The excitement of the adventure is always tempered by the fear of the unknown. Those familiar voices inside my head go to battle, as one calmly reassures me this is going to be a blast and the other is frantically rattling off bear safety rules and asking if I packed enough snacks and sunscreen. I have been on enough of these trips to know that as soon as the sun rises and the warmth of the day shakes off the chill of uncertainty, my feeling of vulnerability will vanish. I am reminded by the many stopping points and guideposts I see along the way, that I am well protected and pointed in the right direction. These reassurances have already shown themselves to me in friends, family and colleagues who seem to have come out of the woodwork since I made this decision, offering an incredible amount of help and support. Over the years, I have had the opportunity to trek to some amazing places. The scenery is always breathtaking, but the real hook for me is the sense of accomplishment that comes from putting in the miles and discovering vistas reserved only for those who make the effort. As I embark on this journey and make my way into the woods, I have faith in knowing that whether it's just around the corner or over the ridge, hidden landscapes of unexpected beauty are just waiting to be discovered. I can't wait to enjoy the views.
Have you ever had the feeling you were meant to do something? Regardless of the consequences. I mean, really meant to do it. As if it has always been part of the plan. You just weren't paying attention. It brings on a rush of adrenaline you can’t control. Your heart is in the lead. Your mind is made up and your body is following both as if in a Svengali trance. I am no expert, but I think that is when you know it’s right. The risk is there. The fear is real. The pull that overrides both is overpowering. I was told once that you will know when you're ready when your passion leaves you with no other choice. I often wonder if this happens to everyone when they are on the verge of something great. Guess I’ll just have to wait and see.
As we make our way over the pass, my friend Dan and I spot the crystal blue lake in the distance and toss each other a grin. We have 4 precious days ahead of us and couldn't be more excited. Our Tahoe tradition started in our early 20s. Every Thanksgiving weekend, we would pile as many fellow transplants into the cheapest rental house we could find and while away the hours eating, drinking, and breathing in the mountain air. Life was simple then. Fresh out of college, we had no mortgages, high pressure jobs or life decisions to make. We were ecstatic to be in California and brimming with the enthusiasm that comes from living in the moment, unaware of where our lives would take us next. Although our group size has dwindled, it seems only fitting that the ones who remain were there with me at the very beginning of my west coast journey over 23 years ago. Rolling into San Francisco, without a plan. Life has shown us that change is inevitable and reminds me every day not to take this time for granted. I look forward to these getaways and relish the opportunity to relax and reconnect with those I love, who know me inside and out. Recently, we decided to make this a summer trip. A minor adjustment to maximize our beach time and enjoy the warm weather. Although the holiday is no longer our focus, I give thanks just the same. I am eternally grateful for the cherished friends I get to share this special experience with each and every year.
I took a turn and found myself on the wrong side of Rue de la Bucherie. As I wandered a bit, a garbage man walked up to me and in broken English, asked if he could help. I told him my destination and with the raise of an eyebrow, I could see it immediately registered. He motioned for me to follow him. We turned around and walked a few blocks in the opposite direction until we stopped at an opening in the road. Off to the left sat a run down building that stuck out amongst the surrounding architecture. There it stood, the iconic Shakespeare and Company Bookstore. I had been told by my father that this was a must see in Paris. He shares my obsession with wandering the rooms of shabby old book shops, looking for hidden gems. A literary addicts equivalent to a good dive bar. As I walked inside, there was a cavern like feel with the coziness of the make shift reading nooks I used to create as a kid. Allowing just enough space to crawl up and settle in for a while. The rooms were packed and the stacks leaned in as if one false move would set off an avalanche. A risk worth taking when discovering a coveted secret hide out. I read "No Photographs Allowed" as I ascended the staircase following the sound of a piano up to the second floor. One creak after another, each room showing it's own distinct character. The old upright I had recently heard, was already abandoned in the corner next to a man reading in an oversized armchair. Writings, paintings and old photographs were on every wall. I stumbled upon a small excerpt on George Whitman, the founder, who after inspiration from his friend Lawrence Ferlinghetti, decided to open up this bookstore and offer lodging to struggling writers and artists in the upstairs rooms. He had been inspired by others who offered up their homes to him during his travels in Latin America. Henry Miller, Allen Ginsberg and Anais Nin were among the many who spent a night or two under this roof. I couldn't help but wonder who was staying up in those quarters now. As I made my way back downstairs and purchased a few choice reads, I looked up to an inscription above the doorway that read in big bold letters, "Be not inhospitable to strangers, lest they be angels in disguise". As a stranger spending a few precious hours in this quirky little refuge on the left bank, I am happy these were words he lived by, and more than grateful for his kind hospitality.
I knew I shouldn't have ordered the tartare. As I sit in a Paris café on this fine Sunday evening, looking down at the raw hamburger meat that has just been placed in front of me, I realize yet again, I have fallen victim to a loss in translation. The last trip I took to this city was 15 years ago while visiting my brother in London over the holidays. My sister Megan and I decided to take a weekend excursion. How fun it would be! We thought. We would take the city by storm. See the Eiffel Tower. Walk the Champs De Lysee! Between the two of us, we had nothing more than a handful of phrases I cobbled together from my high school French classes. We were ill prepared but certainly up for the challenge. We had no idea that right out of the gate we were doomed. Once Megan realized that her conversational Spanish wouldn’t offer her a leg up, she nervously began blurting out "Bonjour" upon arrival and departure of any shop, museum or restaurant we visited. The only sentence she had committed to memory was "Je suis fromage". Translation "I am cheese". Let’s just say, I strongly encouraged her to keep a tight lip, smile and nod as much as possible. As we wandered the streets in the January cold, we quickly concluded that this may be a more welcoming city in the summer. The air was frigid and so it seemed, were the shopkeepers. They had little patience for the loud "hello!" they received every time we walked out the door. Adding insult to injury, I grew suspicious and convinced that every store owner was trying to rip us off. I even shot one of them a dirty look as he tried to sell me a pair of cotton gloves for $6. A great deal by US standards, but I was sure he said $60! We were out of our element and crazy was taking over. My favorite photo of that trip is of Megan sitting on the bed in our tiny hotel room with a map sprawled out in front of her. The look of exhaustion on her face says it all. We had many laughs, but left with little more than a few souvenirs, a double hot fudge sundae and a boatload of frustration. The sundae arrived with fries on the side, and was a parting gift at 8am, for our meager attempt at ordering a quick breakfast on our way out of town. Another menu misunderstood. We were ready to surrender and eager to get out of dodge. Surprisingly, this time around I feel more relaxed and the city seems more accessible. It must be the warm air that boosts my confidence and interest in relishing in this unique little adventure despite the language barrier. I have a grin on my face as the waiter checks in to see how I enjoyed my meal. I look up from my French Phrase book and reply "je suis plein". He knowingly laughs and shoots me a wink. Oh well. I will get it right next time. After all, things could be a lot worse. It’s Sunday. It’s Spring time and for crying out loud... I'm in Paris!
I have never been a big fan of amusement parks. In fact, I used to get stressed out just thinking about them. As a kid growing up in Illinois, the closest I ever came to this type of planned fun was at our town's summer carnival where the rides were sticky and the workers were either heavily inebriated, disinterested or just plain grumpy. Needless to say, Disneyland has never been high on my bucket list, but I promised to go with my sister and niece for her birthday and before I knew it, the trip was booked and I was committed. As I packed the night before, I tried to rally but couldn't help but feel a slight pang of regret. Work was crazy and the last thing I needed was an out of town trip forcing me to put things on hold and push back my deadlines. I justified that this was a big deal for an 8 year old and resigned myself to grin and bear it. Much to my surprise, from the moment we stepped off the plane, my discomfort began to ease. The look on Gracie's face alone was enough to make me rethink my selfish concerns. As her feverish excitement filled the room, a transformation unfolded before my very eyes. The kid who typically takes her own sweet time getting out the door, suddenly became fiercely goal oriented and laser focused. Where are the princesses? Why is check in taking so long? Don't these people know we have fairy tale characters to meet? Geez. She was on a mission and as the days went on, it became contagious. Our short visit was filled with one surprise after another. We did it all. Boat rides and lunches. Princess meetings and autographs. A water show and fire works. The junk food was a plenty and the pixie dust was everywhere. We were in the land of make believe and loving every minute of it. I must admit, "Whistle While You Work" being broadcast over the hotel speaker system seemed downright irritating when we arrived, but by our last day, it started to grow on me. Just as much as the tiny little birds that boldly made their way across our path at almost every turn. I could swear their grey feathers were a slight shade of blue and they had a suspicious look about them, as if they had just flown out of a freshly baked pie. As we packed up to go, I realized that this trip was exactly what I needed. To spend quality time with my sister and favorite little girl, appreciating the magic that lies in everyday life. On our flight back home, Gracie let out a heavy sigh and said with disappointment "I miss Snow White already". For a split second I thought. Me too. For the first time in months, I felt calm, relaxed and utterly enchanted.
Speaking our truth or drawing a line in the sand exposes us in a genuine way. The more we reveal to others the easier it gets. Staying honest with each other without fear of consequences invites the world in to accept us. Just the way we are.
When was the last time you challenged yourself? I mean really put yourself out there and went for it, fully aware it was a stretch? Challenging ourselves creates a healthy tension. It catapults us into a state of uncertainty and pushes us beyond our comfort zone. Leaving us with nothing but faith in our own gifts and capabilities to pull it off. In a way, if forces us to see ourselves for who we really are. Smart. Strong. Unstoppable. So, go ahead and do it. Say yes. Dive in. Fall back. Trust. Let the exhilaration of believing you will succeed in whatever you do be your safety net.
Our lives are like an epic film.
Every day a different scene.
As the plot unfolds
new characters are introduced
and challenges are overcome.
Creating the necessary turning points
that bring richness and color
to our ever evolving
Charlotte Beers is a powerful woman with the perfect mix of sharp wit, focused intellect and good ole southern charm. It is not surprising that she made her way up the corporate ladder in the advertising world and broke ground several decades ago, becoming the first female CEO in the industry. Without question, this woman is a force to be reckoned with. In her book “I’d Rather Be In Charge” she speaks of taking on a male dominated culture and how important it was for her to tap into her authentic self as she navigated this new terrain. She states that the key to success is knowing who you are, what you believe in and what you want out of work. If you gain clarity in those three areas, and learn to express your truth effectively, your experience will take on a whole new meaning. Essentially, we are not our work, but merely the force field that delivers it, so stick to your convictions and the work will speak for itself. As we continue to grow in our careers, it is imperative for us to express our opinions and values with greater clarity and persuasiveness. In order to do so, we need to understand what matters to us and motivates us from deep inside our core. What is the visceral drive that gets you out of bed in the morning? What makes this so important, has nothing to do with where we work or what we produce. It's about being genuine and honest with ourselves and revealing the most authentic part of who we are in everything we do. Fearlessly.
A few years back, I felt as though I had woken up from a deep sleep and was compelled to do something that really mattered. So, I started to write. Writing has taught me a lot. It has helped me make sense of the world. Although it feels personal, sharing it is my way of returning a favor to other writers, who by exposing a little bit of themselves in each and every sentence, have given me permission to do the same. I know for sure that their written words have provided comfort and encouragement to me at times when doubt and struggle were all I could see. When writing resonates, it brings forth new ways of viewing our lives, and we need that. It contributes to our bottom line. It reinforces our inner truth and heightens our understanding of why we do what we do and love who we love. Each time I put my thoughts down on paper, I think of this community of authors and their ongoing generosity. Without them I would be lost. To me, that is reason enough to continue to share my perspective.